Thursday, May 24, 2018

The Message of Love!


                                       
I am standing beside my window
Pouring my heart tonight
 The sky is twinkling with stars
Like your presence in my life
I remember the day I met you
I was alone with my thoughts
world tore me everyday
Sadness took away my light
Saw you there with your guitar
Your voice had pain inside
You were broken too, my love
But there was hope in your eyes
day we talked for first time
Cupid shot his arrow in light
It landed in my heart, my love
A bond was made in heaven that night
Scared I was, when I looked at you
You could have broken what was left
Didn't want to hand you my heart
Didn't knew then you are the best
Time crossed and you proved your love
When you told me you are mine
I prayed to God to make us one
For as much time we had in life
Your voice is a hope
That's in my life
You gave some shine
In my then dark night
I love your eyes,
 I love your smile
I love when you sing
To me every night
I want to kiss your tears
I want to kiss your smile
I want to make love to you
Each and every night
So I pray to God my love
That we live in our own forever
Under our bright and shiny sky.

~Ayesha

Saturday, May 19, 2018

Happy..Until the end of time!

One day inside a chapel
I will hold your hand without a hassle
Ocean will be roaring beside
Love of mine will not hide
Cherish this day dear
For It's all ours
We will take vow
And we will smile
You will look at me
And I will be shy
I will kiss your lips
You will kiss mine
Lord will look upon us
As you take me for your wife
I will tell you my love
You will tell me
That Together we shall live
Happily Until the end of time.

~Ayesha

Monday, May 14, 2018

The Moonlit Kiss

A little drop of rain fell onto her cheek as she closed her eyes.
The storm had the same essence..
It had the same of amount of heat..
The same amount of passion..

She remembered...
His touch..
That night...
That kiss... 
That sky..
That moon.

MOON.

She looked up to the moon Shining among the stars..it was bright as ever, even in the storm!!

"Hey there" she said looking up in the sky "I remember this.. It feels the same. Do you remember it?"

She giggled over her silliness, somewhere hoping that the moon conveys her message.

And then..
The Moon silently disappears into the clouds..........

~Ayesha khan

Thursday, May 10, 2018

Flat Line

"Kaisan ho baba" I asked placing steth around my neck

"Thik hoon beti" he replied
I looked at the old man. He was beautiful. Wearing dhoti and a banyan he reminded me of someone. 
"Dada"! My brain informed

"Baba koi takleef hai aaj" I asked
"Nahi beti! Aaj bahut hi thik hain" he replied

After an hour of examination and history i decided to leave.

"Beti mein thik hojaonga na" he asked
"Haan baba! Yahan pe saare doctors apka khayal rakkhenge" I replied
"Tum abhi seekh rahi ho?" He asked 
"Ji Baba... Dua kariye acchi doctor Banu" I replied
"Allah tumko kamiyabi de" he said with a smile

Next day I came to my ward. Whether outside had a creepy essence. I placed my bag on the chair suddenly..

"CPR STAT" a voice echoed.
"What!" My brain shouted.
I ran to see what happened outside. Old man was lying on the bed. Peacefully and unconscious. 
Doctors shoved us away and were busy giving him CPR and slow I.v ADR. 

"We have to ventialte him" somebody shouted
And just like that my brain started repeating Dua.
" He isnot going to die" I informed my brain "No Ayesha don't think this"

"Comeone Comeone... Continue" someone was shouting

Suddenly old man's family started crying and shoving doctors stoping them from helping him. Doctors kept on trying to convince but the consent was withdrawn.

"Flat line" a nurse informed

"No" my brain screamed.

A life slipped away from our hands.

~Ayesha

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Aadat?? Or Love?? ~Part 1

There is a difference between love and aadat(habit).

Aadat choot jaati hai mohabbat nahi. 
Aadat badli jaa sakta hai aashiki nahi. 
Adat ki lat khtm ho sakti hai... Ishk ki inteha nahi.

Learn to recognize. Are you his  love? Or you are just an aadat??

The moment you get to know you are aadat. RUN. DONOT TURN BACK.

~Ayesha khan

Thursday, May 3, 2018

Mai hun..Aur mai hun!!

ruki si hai zindagi..gumsum si shaam hai..
yaadein hi yaadein hain..bina neend ki raaten hain..
kabhi beinteha hansi hai, to kabhi annkho mein paani hai..
kabhi koi awaaz chaunka jati hai..to kabhi khamoshi uljhan ban jati hai..
mohabbato ka daur tha..ab nahin raha ahmad

bas chubhta hua dard hai..mai hun..aur mai hun.!

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