"Juz do it Nas..juz do it".."its not a big deal..its a risk you have to take..it will give you answers to all your questions..it will help your heart heal..it will remove that big question mark in your head..and untill you answer that question..you are going to suffer..you will never find true happiness.."
My heart had all the answers..my heart knew what I had to do..it knew..that the only way to end this..is to start it..
But my brains sung another song..
"No Nas you cant do it..what will everyone think about you..what will he think about you..and more importantly..will you be able to forgive urself..will you survive this wreck..what if he doesnt reciprocate..what if he laughs at you..what if....."
This confusion..this level of persplexion..how will I survive this?? What the F*** am I supposed to do..what the hell am I doing..do i need another complication..or will this make it easier..what will happen, if this raises more questions..what will happen..if you get stuck...deeper..this way..at least there is a hope for survival..
You may survive the heart wreck..but will you be able to survive the wreckage of your brain..will you be able to pick up those pieces????
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