The Never-ending cycle!

Sometimes life gets so hard that it becomes unbearable..
you cant seem to enjoy even the best things that come into your life..
you cant smile..
you cant cry..
You dont have any control over your life..
you seem to destry anything you touch..
and you seem to loose it anytime and all the time..
you cant breathe..
You cant do anything..
All you could think, is a way to get away from everything and everyone..
possibly your life..may be start fresh somewhere remote..
And then you realise even that cant be materialised..

Thats when it happens..
thats when you feel life less..
and then you think..
well you are already lifeless..
wats the worse that can happen now..
and then something even more worse happens..

And the cycle repeats..