The Message of Love!

                                       

I am standing beside my window
Pouring my heart tonight
 The sky is twinkling with stars
Like your presence in my life
I remember the day I met you
I was alone with my thoughts
world tore me everyday
Sadness took away my light
Saw you there with your guitar
Your voice had pain inside
You were broken too, my love
But there was hope in your eyes
day we talked for first time
Cupid shot his arrow in light
It landed in my heart, my love
A bond was made in heaven that night
Scared I was, when I looked at you
You could have broken what was left
Didn't want to hand you my heart
Didn't knew then you are the best
Time crossed and you proved your love
When you told me you are mine
I prayed to God to make us one
For as much time we had in life
Your voice is a hope
That's in my life
You gave some shine
In my then dark night
I love your eyes,
 I love your smile
I love when you sing
To me every night
I want to kiss your tears
I want to kiss your smile
I want to make love to you
Each and every night
So I pray to God my love
That we live in our own forever
Under our bright and shiny sky.

~Ayesha

Happy..Until the end of time!

One day inside a chapel
I will hold your hand without a hassle
Ocean will be roaring beside
Love of mine will not hide
Cherish this day dear
For It's all ours
We will take vow
And we will smile
You will look at me
And I will be shy
I will kiss your lips
You will kiss mine
Lord will look upon us
As you take me for your wife
I will tell you my love
You will tell me
That Together we shall live
Happily Until the end of time.

~Ayesha

The Moonlit Kiss

A little drop of rain fell onto her cheek as she closed her eyes.
The storm had the same essence..
It had the same of amount of heat..
The same amount of passion..

She remembered...
His touch..
That night...
That kiss... 
That sky..
That moon.

MOON.

She looked up to the moon Shining among the stars..it was bright as ever, even in the storm!!

"Hey there" she said looking up in the sky "I remember this.. It feels the same. Do you remember it?"

She giggled over her silliness, somewhere hoping that the moon conveys her message.

And then..
The Moon silently disappears into the clouds..........

~Ayesha khan

Flat Line

"Kaisan ho baba" I asked placing steth around my neck

"Thik hoon beti" he replied
I looked at the old man. He was beautiful. Wearing dhoti and a banyan he reminded me of someone. 
"Dada"! My brain informed

"Baba koi takleef hai aaj" I asked
"Nahi beti! Aaj bahut hi thik hain" he replied

After an hour of examination and history i decided to leave.

"Beti mein thik hojaonga na" he asked
"Haan baba! Yahan pe saare doctors apka khayal rakkhenge" I replied
"Tum abhi seekh rahi ho?" He asked 
"Ji Baba... Dua kariye acchi doctor Banu" I replied
"Allah tumko kamiyabi de" he said with a smile

Next day I came to my ward. Whether outside had a creepy essence. I placed my bag on the chair suddenly..

"CPR STAT" a voice echoed.
"What!" My brain shouted.
I ran to see what happened outside. Old man was lying on the bed. Peacefully and unconscious. 
Doctors shoved us away and were busy giving him CPR and slow I.v ADR. 

"We have to ventialte him" somebody shouted
And just like that my brain started repeating Dua.
" He isnot going to die" I informed my brain "No Ayesha don't think this"

"Comeone Comeone... Continue" someone was shouting

Suddenly old man's family started crying and shoving doctors stoping them from helping him. Doctors kept on trying to convince but the consent was withdrawn.

"Flat line" a nurse informed

"No" my brain screamed.

A life slipped away from our hands.

~Ayesha

Aadat?? Or Love?? ~Part 1

There is a difference between love and aadat(habit).

Aadat choot jaati hai mohabbat nahi. 
Aadat badli jaa sakta hai aashiki nahi. 
Adat ki lat khtm ho sakti hai... Ishk ki inteha nahi.

Learn to recognize. Are you his  love? Or you are just an aadat??

The moment you get to know you are aadat. RUN. DONOT TURN BACK.

~Ayesha khan

Mai hun..Aur mai hun!!

ruki si hai zindagi..gumsum si shaam hai..
yaadein hi yaadein hain..bina neend ki raaten hain..
kabhi beinteha hansi hai, to kabhi annkho mein paani hai..
kabhi koi awaaz chaunka jati hai..to kabhi khamoshi uljhan ban jati hai..
mohabbato ka daur tha..ab nahin raha ahmad

bas chubhta hua dard hai..mai hun..aur mai hun.!

#NasheesDiaries

Solutions? Anyone?

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Ways to Heal a Broken Heart- Part 1

You know how they say, a wound starts to heal, when new skin starts to grow around it..

Well similarly, to heal a broken heart, you need new skin...adn that skin should be, Tall, Dark and Handsome!!

#NasheesDiaries

The 100th Blog: The Lost Self Respect

It's not about betrayal..
It's not abour disloyalty..
It's not even about the fake declared Love..
It's about everything else..
It's about the sanctity of those three words.
It's about all the times you held my hands..
It's about all the times you kissed me..and didnt mean it..
It's about all those nights that you spent with me..which were not about love..But about satisfying your own ego..
Its about what broke on my chest..when I realised that I lost my trust to someone..who did all those things out of his own selfish interests and guilts..
It's about what I felt..deep down..in my heart..
It's about all the tears that I lost over you..
It's what I lost..
and that includes my Self Respect!!

#nasheesdiaries

Happy Foodlintine's Day!!

So Valentine's upon us...Again..
What is it about this day, that make us so vulnerable..
What is it that we get upset..
Is it so important to celeberate love?
Why cant we just leave it as it is..
Why do we need to show it..
Or do we need to show..coz we dnt feel it..deep in our hearts..

Something is so unfufilling about this day..that every year..we sob about our lovelessness and lonliness..on this very same day..

May be its time to change that..and celeberate the independence that we have..the variety of options that we have..the cuisines we can taste and the desserts we can enjoy..

Happy Foodlintines Day!!

😍😍😍

Knock! One Ball at a Time!!

Have you ever felt, that your life is not easy..
Have you ever felt, that no matter how adapt and adjusted you get to the game..there is always a new ball thrown at you.
Have you ever felt, that you are just about to loose it..

Well let me tell you a secret..everyone feels that way..

The people who are laughing and smiling..are just the people who are fighting even harder..

Can you ever win a game, without playing??

Just keep fighting..with each ball comes a new learning...and with each learning..you are one step closer to knowing it all..and with each step..you are closer to that perfection, that you hope for.

everyone is fighting battles..and most of us are Loosing..So dont worry about that..Just keep knocking...one Ball at a time..

XoXo
Nashee

Khwahish: Ghazal

Josh zamane mein, hai khamoshi mere andar
Bheed ka alam, hai tanhai mere andar

Jab dekhti  hu un ajnabi aankhon mein shanasai
Barpa ho jata hai ek toofan mere andar

Darti hu zamane se, kahin loot na le
Insaan hu magar, hai maasoomiyat mere andar

Daudi chali jaati hu, manzil ki talaash mein
Dekha jo apna dil, to tha quraa’n mere andar

Kabhi yu ho ki mere lafz jaga jaayen chand zameero ko
AHMAD ye nadaan si, hai khwahish mere andar

Love/Relationship???

Relationships arent supposed to be Happy..
or Loving
or Fulfilling
or Romantic
or Passionate
or Caring
or Consuming
or Satisfying
or Perfect
or for You.

They are supposed to be for the Society..for the world to see..

Its the job of "Love" to be all those things..

Both dont necessarily go together!!

Nashee